lunch at hawker was nice with her! =D i rly miss those wonderful time when we would all sit there after school and gossip, crap abt our day at school. everything seem so pure and innocent back then.
chat alot with eliza and it's a damn nice time!!
den off to bugis. we walked around and also continued chatting. but bugis street rly nothing much to walk! we slacked at macs and.. chatted for like damn long. god, i miss all that la. =D
after that, i went to my ahma house.
omg, i miss joycelyn and ahma! :DD
bought corn cup for joyce and she loved it. she had the whole cup to herself!!! =P she kept calling "jie jie" and is omg, so generous with all her hugs and kisses. =) (i guess, if all the kids are so cute.. i'll definitely love my dip course..) =PP
i dont know if i should rly look forward to it anymore.
stupid, fkup shit appears every year and i've this damn strong feeling.. it'll be the same again, this yr. wtf. so much so for looking forward to a happy birthday-with no nonsense to ruin it.
every year, we planned so hard to make it a happy one.
every year, some shit will cock up and.. ruin everything. supposingly a happy day will be sub with an angry day. selfish thinkings of others, have they ever spare a tot for the rest? OR, they live in a world just meant for them? argh, i hate this shit feeling...
i actually looked so forward to it. now, i still look forward but... not 100% anymore.
期望越大，失望就越大…… i've learnt it the hard way. pls, a happy one this yr?
is THAT too much to ask for? :'[
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